Monday, October 31, 2016

Tears of Crimson Halloween Edition

It's time for the first annual Halloween Edition from Tears of Crimson.  Pick up the hottest paranormal books of the day, and read until you get fulfilled on your romance treat bag!  Without further ado, here are my picks!

Sunday, October 30, 2016

Sweet Like Candy - Evie Harrison

Julia Kaye spends her days decorating cakes and daydreaming about finding Mr. Right.  She’s tried it all—fix ups, speed dating, online profiles and even a popular phone app, all with no success.  She’s sure her dream man is out there, but she’s done trying to find him herself.  She figure's when it’s meant to be; fate will find a way.

Ryan Walters is a workaholic who’s not looking for Mrs. Right.  He’s not even looking for Mrs. Right Now.  Instead, he spends his days focused on what he cares about most— amassing a fortune.  Aside from his sister and her children, Ryan has no time for entanglements of any kind.

What happens when one confirmed bachelor meets the sweetest girl in the world?

Happily ever after, of course!

   The anxiety I’d felt being apart from Julia for almost twenty hours slowly melted away the closer I got to her work. By the time I pulled into an empty space in front of the store, I was able to take my first deep breaths of the day.

  Seeing her through the glass settled me—even as it made my cock harden. Barking out a laugh of disbelief, I adjust my cock in my jeans so that the head was tucked against my waistband. Since my blue t-shirt was not tucked in, I was in the clear. No one would be any the wiser to my perpetually hard situation.

   When Julia looked over and smiled the second I stood from the car, my heart skipped a dozen beats. I’d spent twenty hours thinking about her and her effect on me, but it was even more potent than I’d remembered.

   I kept my eyes on her as I strode across the sidewalk and walked into Sweet Like Candy. “You’re here,” she said shyly as she came around the counter. I grinned at her as I did what I’d wanted to do every second since I’d seen her the first time. Without hesitation I reached out and linked my fingers through hers.

   “Did you think I might not show up?” I asked. She hung her head shyly before nodding. “I started to think maybe it had all been a figment of my imagination,” she admitted. I squeezed her fingers. “This is all real,” I assured her.

Evie Harrison writes what she loves. Strong and sexy alpha men being brought to their knees in an instant when they meet the women they love. Each of her books will contain insta love, incredible passion, and sizzling sex.

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Friday, October 28, 2016

Let's Talk Kindle Scout

- From the Kindle Scout Page - 

How it Works: Kindle Scout is reader-powered publishing for new, never-before-published books. It’s a place where readers help decide if a book gets published. Selected books will be published by Kindle Press and receive 5-year renewable terms, a $1,500 advance, 50% eBook royalty
rate, easy rights reversions and featured Amazon marketing.

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Browse new, never-before-published books.
Every book has 30 days to earn your nomination. Authors are submitting new books all the time so check back often.

Nominate your favorites.
When you discover a book that you think is great, nominate it and the book will be added to Your Nominations panel. Keep up to three books nominated at a time, and update your nominations whenever you want.

When a book’s 30-day campaign ends while in Your Nominations panel, your nomination is tallied and removed from your panel - freeing up that nomination for another book. You will receive an email to let you know whether your book has been selected for publication.

Enjoy Free Books.
As a thank you from us and the authors you support, you will receive an early, free copy of all the Kindle Scout books you nominated that are published. Continue to champion the books and authors you helped bring to life by leaving reviews and sharing with friends.

Personal Observations from Michelle Hughes

So what does that means to the author?  30 days of pre-publicity even if your book is not chosen to receive a publishing account.  $1500 advance if it is chosen.  Either way, it's a win/win situation. Let's face it, marketing in today's over saturated book market is like pulling teeth.  Any advantage you can get to have your books seen, is worth considering.  75% of my book sales come from Amazon, as I'm sure a majority of authors do.  The better questions is why wouldn't you attempt to have your book included in the program, especially if you're already part of the Kindle Unlimited program, or plan on going that way?

Whether your book is a stand-alone, or the first book in a series, I think this is a great way to get your book out to readers that you may miss by excluding it.  So what are the drawbacks?  Waiting 45 days to self-publish your book if it's not chosen (but I look at that as a way to get pre-marketing done, which you should have been doing anyways to pump your readers up), and 50% of royalties instead of 70% (which is actually better for those people pricing at 99 cents instead of 2.99 or greater).

That's my take on the Kindle Scout Program, and please take the time to read more about it on their site with the link listed at the beginning of this post.  Don't forget to look at Cowboy Sanctuary there and nominate it, if you think it's a book you'd love to read.  After all, if you vote and I win, you get that book free, and that's something I don't offer normally. Here's that link:

Wednesday, October 26, 2016

Cowboy Sanctuary Nominated for Kindle Scout!

I’m excited to announce that my book, Cowboy Sanctuary, has been nominated for Kindle Scout! Please, click that link and read about the program as I give you the short version. This is a 30-day campaign where readers can nominate a book for a publishing contract. In their own words: "Kindle Scout is reader-powered publishing for new, never-before-published books. It’s a place where readers help decide if a book gets published. Selected books will be published by Kindle Press and receive 5-year renewable terms, a $1,500 advance, 50% eBook royalty rate, easy rights reversions and featured Amazon marketing."   I must tell you, I’m excited to be a part of this, regardless of what decision comes.  Now that you’re all jumping up and down with me in glee (if not please get busy), I want to share my campaign and encourage you to visit the site and nominate.

If you nominate my book and it gets chosen for a publishing contract, you get the book free.  How blooming cool is that?  Think about it.  You go to that link above, nominate Cowboy Sanctuary, and then BOOM if it wins you get to read it FREE.  I know you're excited about doing that, but before you run off, can I share a little more about the book with you?  

Cowboy Sanctuary is different from any book I've written before.  I wanted to go back to my roots and put out a love story that takes place in the country.  What happens when a city girl meets a sexy cowboy?  Can those two worlds collide and somehow mesh?  That's just a small plot in this book. You've got a psycho ex-brother-in-law, an adorable baby boy who hasn't met his real daddy, and a woman that was sure she wanted a career more than a relationship.  I think you're going to discover that Cowboy Sanctuary is more than just a romance.  

Short Version

Long Version
I've also created a new site especially for this book:  I hope you'll stop by and check it out!  In case you hadn't noticed, I'm really excited about sharing Cowboy Sanctuary with you, and can't wait for you to fall in love with the Dixon Boys! 

Tuesday, October 25, 2016

The Picture of Dorian Grey in Quotes and Nudes

Book Title: The Picture of Dorian Gray in Quotes and Nudes

Edited By: Isis Sousa, Clare Diston, Celine Frohn

Quotes By: Oscar Wilde (from the Gothic Classic “The Picture of Dorian Gray”

Illustrated By: Isis Sousa

Genre: Art Book, Coffee-Table Book, Gothic
Publisher: Tragic Books, with license from CMG Worldwide
Release Date: 24th October 2016
Editions: Limited Edition of 150 Paperback + 150 Copies Hardcover!


“…The only excuse for making a useless thing is that one admires it intensely. All art is quite useless.” - Oscar Wilde
This book is the physical translation of that very philosophical thought.
We invite you to admire the beauty, strength and disturbing nature of Oscar Wilde’s written art in his Gothic masterpiece The Picture of Dorian Gray.
You can feed your soul’s vanity and hunger for alluring words and images with this delightful selection of over sixty quotes and twenty fine nude paintings.
A necessity: such is The Picture of Dorian Gray in Quotes and Nudes, a little obscure treasure for art and book collectors alike.

For Sale EXCLUSIVELY at Tragic Books Website
Limited and Exclusive Editions! 150 Paperbacks + 150 Hardcovers! Purchases are Numbered!

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Oscar Wilde website @ CMG Worldwide 
Isis Sousa @ Tragic Books       
Celine Frohn @ Nyx Book Reviews

Monday, October 24, 2016

Release Day Blitz for Aria Cole

The star player with a troubled past…
Cash Greenwood escaped a difficult past by becoming a star baseball player. Now, one of the major league’s rare double threats, all his effort is thrown into the sport. He's never had any interest in women, until he meets the one woman who wants nothing to do with him.

The daughter of baseball royalty…
Delilah Gray’s life revolves around numbers, research, and data. She has no time for anything messy like emotions or relationships. Especially not when they come in the sexy guise of a baseball player. She's seen first-hand the devastation caused by dating a man obsessed with the sport, and that's one risk she's not willing to take.

She is one curveball he never saw coming…
But this is one pitch Cash is determined to hit out of the park. Sexual tensions run high and feelings start to develop, but will Delilah ever see that they could have a solid future together? Determined to make her his, she may just prove to be the hardest game of Cash’s life.

WARNING: The Long Ball features an obsessed jock with six-pack abs in tight pants determined to get his girl. If syrupy sweet romance and fiery passions appeal to you, then hold onto your panties because this one may just hit them out of the park.

Watch the trailer HERE

    “So I fisted her ass in both my hands, slammed her against my front door, and right there in the hallway, man, her hands go for my di—”
    “Hey, boys,” I chimed in just before one of the players went into a graphic story about his latest sexual conquest.  I rolled my eyes at Cash across the room, propped on a bench in the corner observing everyone.
   “Ms. Grey.” The players’ eyes roamed up and down my body, sending a painful shiver through me. Baseball players are douchebags. I never thought I’d find myself here, behind the scenes and working with these rowdy, testosterone-injected jocks. But the coach was an old family friend and I couldn’t exactly say no, and for a former ball player he was a decent guy—married since he was twenty-one to a wife he adored—he kept his nose clean and was never known for any destructive behavior. I only wished that the other ball players in my life were like him.  
   “Prepared to play the best game of your lives tonight?” I stopped, nailing them with my eyes so they knew I meant business.  
   “Sure thing, hot stuff.” The player winked. I groaned inwardly just as my eyes landed on a soft, sympathetic gaze caressing mine.  
   “Show the woman some respect, asshole.” Cash socked him in the shoulder, then turned. His eyes nailed mine, and I felt my lungs empty like rapidly deflating balloons. I still didn’t know how I managed to keep my wits about me yesterday. Then last night while in bed, his dancing dark brown eyes and his cocky mouth ran through my head, the image so vivid that for a few moments I thought I could reach out and touch him.  
   The things Cash Greenwood made me feel didn’t at all sit well with me. He was arrogant, conceited, and without a doubt a total manwhore, just like all the other players on the team. I remembered the headlines when his buddy Rodriguez had been caught getting lucky with a fan in the locker room a few years ago. That was a shitstorm, and so was he. And considering they say like attracts like, I was pretty sure Cash enjoyed the same excesses. He was just lucky that his escapades were yet to be caught on camera.
   “Mornin’.” Cash’s body pressed up against mine, his fingers trailing across the skin at my wrist like a kiss. His kiss. What would Cash’s kisses feel like? I could just imagine my fingers tracking along that rugged jawline, his broad palms splayed across my back when he pressed his lips to mine. I quickly snapped out of my reverie.
   “All right, Ms. Grey?” Cash breathed against my neck and sent an explosion of flames through every last nerve ending I possessed. His breath was warm and tempting, almost intoxicating in its allure. “
   I’m fine, thank you.” I swallowed, taking a single step back and averting my eyes from his. “And good morning, Mr. Greenwood.”
   “Enjoy the game? ” His lips hovered just inches from mine, close enough to send waves of arousal pounding through my blood.  
   “I told you, I don’t like—”
   “I know, I know, but I’m hoping I can change your mind about that.”
   “Doubt it. I’ve spent too many hours of my life in the dugout. I know what to expect, and it’s not for me.”
   “Spent a lot of time in the dugout, huh?” He tipped his head to the side, narrowing his eyes as he worked over my words.  
   “Grew up in one.” He arched an eyebrow. “So…you must have someone in the family who played ball?”     
   “Maybe.” I grinned, turning on my heel and retreating down the long hall that led to the field. I hadn’t meant to reveal that bit of information about growing up in a ball field, but that doesn't mean I had to reveal anything else. I never told anyone about my childhood. The chaos that surrounded it was already too much for me to bear. I wasn’t interested in rehashing any of it.

Aria Cole is a thirty-something housewife who once felt bad for reading dirty books late at night, until she decided to write her own. Possessive alpha men and the sassy heroines who love them are common, along with a healthy dose of irresistible insta-love and happily ever afters so sweet your teeth may ache.

For a safe, off-the-charts HOT, and always HEA story that doesn't take a lifetime to read, get lost in an Aria Cole book!
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Sunday, October 23, 2016

Quantum Healing Hypnosis Technique (QHHT) - Introduction and Session

First I thought I'd let Tracy explain a little about healing through this technique:

The Subconscious has the ability to identify any physical problem it detects within the body to a QHHT Practitioner and explain the causes for its presence, be it from the current life or a past life. The Subconscious is then asked if it is suitable for healing to occur, which, if it is, is done instantaneously with no medication, surgery or pain involved. Very often, simply understanding why a disease is present or why a particular emotion is being experienced is sufficient for it to be relieved and removed by the Subconscious.

Over the course of her career, Dolores had conducted sessions with clients where the physical healing that occurs had been challenging for even her to comprehend. She had been teaching her technique to students all over the world for a decade and many write back detailing miraculous accounts of a similar nature.

Before detailing this list of what is possible in terms of healing, it must be stated that healing can only occur if an individual wants to be healed and if it does not interfere with the goals of their lifetime. We are infinite souls who have incarnated on Earth for our own individual experiences. The Subconscious of a blind person would not heal his sight if being blind was one of the key aspects of his life he agreed to experience. Nor would it heal a physical problem someone had created through the lack of care for their body if they had not yet learned the lesson to love and respect their body. It is very literal in its thinking. Are you beginning to understand the logic?

There are no guarantees, but these were some of the remarkable results Dolores and her QHHT Practitioners alike have experienced with clients during a session:

  •     Cancer of all types at various stages being cured
  •     Cartilage being reconstructed between joints
  •     AIDS being cured and eradicated from the body
  •     Heart conditions being healed, afterward surgery is no longer required
  •     Deteriorated livers being regenerated and restored to full function
  •     Damaged kidneys being regenerated and restored to full function
  •     Open flesh wounds being regenerated with no scarring
  •     Migraines being explained and their root causes removed
  •     20/20 vision being restored where people no longer need corrective vision
  •     Diabetes being cured and the causes for it explained
  •     Intestinal problems being cured
  •     Lower and middle back problems being cured
  •     Neck and shoulder pains being removed
  •     Lung associated problems being cured
  •     Skin problems

Nothing is beyond the realm of possibility. There are no limitations, except the limits of your own imagination.*

LOVE is all we need!

Love is a beautiful thing. It is all we need. We all need to learn to love everyone and everything. When we learn this, we can all go home.

This is a wonderful session that I conducted with a family member I would like to share.  There is a powerful message of Love. One that we all need to hear, and as promised, I am sharing with all that are open to receiving.

Quantum Healing Hypnosis Technique (QHHT) is a beautiful method developed by Dolores Cannon over several decades of practice in hypnosis with thousands of clients.  This technique will very quickly allow people to access that part of themselves that has all the answers and receive instantaneous healing if it’s appropriate.  (Find out more here: )

Many people call this part the Higher Self, the Over Soul, the Super Conscious; Dolores didn’t know what to call it, so she called it the Sub-Conscious – we have now started using the shortened term the SC. Clients see for Themselves and have a much clearer understanding of why situations and circumstances are the way they are. They are then able to create change as appropriate
QHHT is a powerful tool to access that all-knowing part of ourselves that has been called The Higher Self, The Over soul, even the Soul itself. When we incarnate on Earth we forget our previous lives and connection to our souls and The Source. QHHT enables all people from any background, culture, religion or belief system to engage with what she called The Subconscious, since it resides beyond the conscious mind. Dolores’s term The Subconscious, which she later abbreviated to the SC, is that greater part of ourselves that is always connected to The Source, or God, and has unlimited knowledge and an unlimited ability to heal the physical body. Sometimes mental and physical ailments are rooted in trauma from past lives; sometimes they are connected to lessons being learned in a person’s present life. The SC reveals the cause and will assist in understanding any soul’s particular lessons. (

Mina is in her mid-40s and is a highly sensitive person.  She wanted a session to ask about a few things that have happened in her life along with some health problems she was having.  She is a highly sensitive person and has had many trials during her life.  It hasn’t all been “peaches and cream.”  From a very young age, she has dreamt about a man that she calls Rafe, who she loves very much, and has been an integral part of her life.  She feels like a part of her is missing, and is at her happiest when she is dreaming of their adventures together. As a side note, sometimes clients will not talk a lot and describe what they are seeing so it is necessary to ask a lot of questions when this happens.  I ask a lot of questions because otherwise, we would be sitting in silence.

In this session, we cover:

·         A very unhappy past life as a prostitute.  She was choked to death by a man that she hates. (Note that a couple of months before this session, Mina had to be taken to the ER because she had difficulty breathing. She felt like she was suffocating.)
·         She experiences being reborn and being unable to communicate with her mother. In this lifetime, she marries the “Rafe” she has been dreaming about. We start to discover who he is.  And other than Rafe’s death, she experiences a wonderful, happy life with him.
·         She goes the other side after her death and finds herself back with Rafe.  We discover more about who he is and about what happens to us after we die. (what we look like, how we communicate, etc.)
·         She leaves the in-between unwillingly and is reborn again into her current family in this lifetime. We discovered that the man who killed her in the first life-time entered this life again to cause more suffering, for not just her, but her whole family. She has seen this man several times before in other life-times. We reveal a story of a war that has been going on from the beginning of time (and what we need to do to stop it)
·         No healing is performed by the SC because it is almost time for her to return home. She discovers that this is her last lifetime, and she will “meld” with Rafe when she returns and be together forever.

T = Me
(comments made by me)

Clients are taken to a cloud to float in time to an appropriate place to examine. Mina came off the cloud down into a huge, old city with lots of buildings and dirt roads.  The city was busy with lots of people coming and going and the noise of construction. You can hear aggravation in her voice as she is describing the scene.  She is not happy with being here.

T: Are you standing on the ground yet?
M: Yeah
T: Are you surrounded by a lot of people
M: Tons of people.
T: What do they look like?
M: Long dresses. Men in top hats. It’s a very busy, busy city.
T: Wow, look down at your feet, tell me what you are wearing on your feet.
M: I’ve got like white boots that tie up.
T: What about on your body?
M: Green dress, that I hate. (Note that she hates the color green in this life)
T: You hate this green dress?
M: Yeah
T: How do you have your hair fixed?
M: It’s pulled up in a hat.
T: um hum.. ..  What does your hat look like?
M: It has big plume flowers
T: What color are they?
M: White and yellow, and I just really hate this hat! (smiling)
T: laughs, Do you know why you wore it today if you hate it so much?
M: No
T: No? its okay. How does your body feel? Does it feel young or old?
M: I’m young
T: Does your body feel healthy?
M: I’m healthy, but not happy
T: Okay, are you wearing any Jewelry or any ornaments on your body?
M: I don’t see any
T: Carrying anything
M: No, but I have gloves
T: What color are your gloves?
M: They’re white
T: Yeah? What can you hear in that place
M: We’re in the street and its really loud.
T: A lot of people talking?
M: Talking and building and lots of things happening
T: Are you with somebody?
M: yes
T: Who are you with?
M: It’s a man, but I don’t know him
T: What kind of clothes is he wearing
M: He has a top hat and in some suit. I don’t like him very much
T: Okay.  Is he taking you somewhere in this city?
M: Yeah
T: Where is he taking you?
M: I don’t know we are standing there right now
T: What else can you tell me about that area
M: I really, really don’t want to be there
T: Like you were forced to come out here
M: Yeah
T: Well let’s move forward in time, in this lifetime. Let’s go and look at the place where you live. We are now at the place where you live, and we are standing outside.  Tell me what you see?
M: It’s just, I don’t really live there.
T: But it’s the place you stay?
M: The place I am at now
T: What does it look like
M:  It has a balcony, and posts
T: What’s it made out of?
M: Some dark wood
T: Is it in the city as well?
M: It’s in the city
T: How do you go inside the house
M: There’s stairs with lots of people in here
T: lots of people live in this house?
M: yeah
T: okay, let’s go up the stairs and walk in the front door. Tell me what you see
M: Lots of women
T: Are they dressed like you’re dressed?
M: Yeah, they’re not happy either
T: Do you recognize anybody in there?
M: I have friends here, but were not real friends.
T: Where do you stay in this house? Do you have a bedroom?
M: I have a room upstairs
T: Let’s go upstairs and take a look at your room? What’s up there?
M: Just the bed and where my clothes are
T: Do you share that room with anybody?
M: No
T: Now I would like for you to see yourself eating a meal at your house. When sit down to eat a meal who all is there with you
M: It’s a big kitchen. Some people are in and out. There’s not a real place to eat
T: So people just come in when they are hungry and grab something to eat?
M: yeah
T: Is there one person there who cooks the food?
M: Yeah, there’s one
T: What kind of food does she cook?
M: Just beans, nasty stuff (laughs) There’s not a lot of food
T: Okay, well let’s move forward in time in this lifetime to an important time, which you consider to be important. We are leaving that scene to an important day when something is happening. We have now moved forward to an important day. What’s happening, what do you see?
M: He’s gonna kill me
T: the man beside you? Is it the same man you were with before?
M: No
T: Who is he?
M: I don’t know who he is
T: Can you describe him for me?
M: He’s been in the house before. (pause)
T: Where are you at?
M: We are in the street now, behind the house
T: is he talking to you? What is going on?
M: He said I was a dirty whore, and I deserve to die. His hands are on my throat.
T: Now you don’t have to experience this, you can look at it and just watch. You are safe and protected.  So his hands are around your throat now?
M: yeah
T: You feel helpless, huh?
M: Yeah, I can’t breathe
T: Let’s move past your death.  Have you come out of your body yet?
M: yeah
T: Can you see what’s going on there?
M: No, not really
T: You were behind your house and the man was choking you.  Can you see your body?
M: yeah
T: Describe the scene for me
M: I’m lying in the dirt
T: is he still there with you?
M: he’s still there, he thinks it’s funny
T: He’s laughing at you?
M: Yeah
T: That’s not very nice. Now that you are outside your body, do you feel lite? Good?
M: I wanna go back and kill him
T: um hum. (pause) Now from this perspective, you are on the other side of it. What has happened has already happened. From that position, you can look back at the entire life and see it from a different perspective. Every life has a lesson and a purpose. And as you look at that life, what did you learn from it?
M: That I didn’t want to do that kind of work again
T: What kind of work did you do?
M: I was a whore
T: You were?
M: Yeah..
T: What else did you learn from it?
M: That it wasn’t good
T: What do you think the purpose of that life was?
M: I don’t know

(I drift and float Mina to another appropriate time and place. When she gets there, all she sees is blackness. She can’t hear, or smell anything.  She finally feels like she is laying somewhere hard, but she still cannot see. When this happens with a client, I just try to keep them talking because eventually the scene will play itself out)

M: I’m just lying there
T: Laying.  Like somewhere on the ground?
M: Its hard
T: So, you’ve got a hard surface.  Does your body feel male or female?
M: It’s just heavy, I don’t know
T: Is the ground you are laying on feel cold?
M: No
T: Can you feel grass? Or is it just dirt?
M: It’s just hard
T: And your body feels really heavy?
M: Yeah, and I’m not supposed to be here
T: You’re not supposed to be here?  Okay?  Can you see a light over there in the distance?
M: Way, far away
T: Yeah? So now you have a little bit of light. What else can you see with that light?
M: It doesn’t make sense
T: That’s okay, just describe what you are seeing.
M: It’s opening.
T: The light is opening?
M: yeah (seems upset)
T: Okay, that’s alright, you are doing good. Tell me what you see now?
M: I think I’m being born
T: Oh? Awesome. How does that feel?
M: Strange
T: Do you know why you came to this body to be born?
M: No
T: What’s happening now?
M: There’s a woman that loves me
T: Are you a baby?
M: A baby, yeah
T: Can you see your mom
M: No, her face is blurred. She’s happy though
(Sometimes when it is not appropriate for us to see things, we will see a “blur” where someone’s face is.  It wasn’t appropriate for her to see who her mother was.  I felt like it was me that she was seeing, but we will never know for sure)
T: That’s nice, can you see any of her clothing, what’s she’s wearing
M: Just a sheet
T: Who else is in the room with you? Can you see anyone else?
M: The Doctor
T: Is it a male doctor?
M: yeah, he’s big. A big guy.
T: what kind of outfit does he have on?
M: Long white jacket. He’s writing stuff down. I’m trying to talk, but she doesn’t understand me (I can hear frustration in her voice)
T: You’re a baby, you can’t use your vocal cords yet. Is she talking to you?
M: She’s saying she loves me.
T: How does that make you feel?
M: I’m happy, but I want her to understand me. (still frustrated)
T: What do you want to say to her, if you could talk?
M: I don’t think I wanted to be born again. I wanted to stay.
T: Do you know why you came back down to be born
M: Not really (Mina begins crying. She is obviously frustrated that she must be here again)
T: Do you feel healthy?
M: I feel healthy, but I don’t want to do this again
T: Okay.  Do you feel male or female?
M: I don’t really know yet
(I decide to move her forward to an important day when something is happening)
T: What is happening?
M: (gasping in wonderment) I’m getting married!
(Mina’s mood completely changed!  She was smiling so big I couldn’t help but smile for her)
T: Oh, you are getting married?
M: It’s my Rafe!  (She became emotional and started to cry again. It was hard for her to speak for a little bit)
T: Are you happy?
M: Very happy (crying and happy)
T: Are you getting married at a chapel?
M: A church, a really big church
T: Yeah
M: We are very happy
T: Is your family there too?
M: Everybody is here
T: What kind of dress are you wearing?
M: It’s a long beautiful white dress and veil
T: um hum
M: I have pink flowers in my hand
T: Sounds beautiful. How is your Rafe dressed?
M: It is beautiful, but he’s more beautiful
T: uh huh, are you walking up the aisle
M: We’ve already did our wedding. I’m just so happy
T: Where are you at now?
M: We are going to leave to go on our honeymoon
T: Where are you going? do you know?
M: Somewhere on a boat. It has these big paddle wheels
T: are you guys on the boat yet? What are you doing?
M: Loving each other
T: That’s nice. It must feel very good
M: It does

(I paused here because she and Rafe were “Loving” each other and she was in complete bliss.  I wanted to give her a lot of time just to feel his presence again since she missed him so much. After a few minutes, I moved her to another important time in this lifetime)

T: What’s happening now?
M: There going to shoot each other. (You could see the pain in her facial expressions as she is talking about this)
T: Who is shooting who?
M: My Rafe
T: Your Rafe is shooting someone?
M: He is getting shot
T: Where are you at?
M: It’s a huge plantation. Rafe called him out. I hate this man.
T: This man came?
M: He was rude. Rafe didn’t like it.
T: Did this man come to visit you?
M: He came to visit Rafe. He is a business partner.
T: What did you guys do on the plantation there?
M: Tobacco farming. We have people do it. We live there.
T: Did you live there by yourself?
M: Me and Rafe and our kids
T: You had kids?
M: Lots of babies, they’re almost all grown
T: This man comes and.
M: They fight
T: Do you know what they are fighting over?
M: Something to do with property, but he was ugly. Rafe said he couldn’t disrespect me.
T: So, he was protecting you
M: Yes, and he is going to die
T: So, the man there pulls his gun?
M: He shoots him
T: Where did he shoot him at?
M: In his chest (begins to cry again)
T: Then what happens?
M: He dies (there is so much sadness in her voice it is palpable)
T: Are you there watching it?
M: They wouldn’t let me
T: You just know what’s happening?  Where are you at?
M: I’m at our house, and they call me. They bring him in to me.
T: Who brought him in
M: The workers
T: What do you do?
M: They call for someone to help. He’s just bleeding (crying)
T: It’s pretty sad to see your husband that you love get shot like that
M: Yeah (long pause)
T: What is happening now?
M: I don’t want to let him go
T: yeah. . Is he in your house now?
M: He is on the floor and I am holding his head in my arms, he’s leaving me
T: he didn’t mean to leave you, but someone shot him. Makes you very sad doesn’t it.
M: I don’t want to live without him
T: So, what happens?
M: We are just sitting there

(She is so sad, and I didn’t feel there was any more to do here so I decided to move her forward to the last day in her lifetime)

T: What’s happening
M: All my family is around me. I’m in a big bed. I’m very old.
T: So, you lived a long time.
M: A long time
T: Do you feel love?
M: I do (she is smiling again)
T: What are you dying from?
M: I’m just old, just old. I’m happy they are all here
T: Well that’s nice. You have your whole family around you?
M: All my kids, and my grand kids
T: Do you recognize anyone there that’s in your life now?
M: No
T: So, your body passes, and you are now on the other side of it. How does it feel?
M: I’m back with Rafe! (said with excitement)
T; Where are you with Rafe
M: We are at a beautiful place. We’re so happy.
T: Can you describe it?
M: There are flowers everywhere. It’s just beautiful
T: Did he come and meet you when you passed away?
M: He is always there. He waits for me.
T: What are you guys doing in this beautiful place with all the flowers?
M: We just walk hand in hand. He never leaves. They always make me leave.
T: He never leaves? Well he came down in that life with you.
M: Yeah,
T: So, he leaves sometimes
M: He usually stays.
T: Well looking back on that lifetime that you just had. On this side, you can see it from a different perspective. And every life that we come into has a lesson and a purpose. And as you look at that life you lived with Rafe, what did you learn from it?
M: How to love
T: That was the purpose of that life?
M: I learned how to love
T: Feels good doesn’t it
M: yes.
T: So, you are with Rafe now?
M: I’m with Rafe and I’m NOT moving (laughs)
T: Is he talking to you?
M: We don’t really talk, we think.

(Here Mina describes what it’s like to be on the other side)

T: You just know what each other is saying?
M: We know everything
T: What do you look like?
M: We are just lights
T: What color are your lights?
M: He’s always yellow and I am always purple.
T: and you are floating around in this beautiful place?
M: Ahhhhh it’s like paradise
T: can you describe it?
M: You have to see how beautiful, smells so good.
T: What does it smell like?
M: Just every flower in the world
T: Oh, wonderful. Sounds so peaceful
M: it’s beautiful
T: Are you guys just walking around? Is there something that you need to do with him?
M: We just walk with other people, but they’re not like people, people.
T: They are light people? Is that what you mean?
M: Light people yes
T: Are they different colors?
M: Some of them are. But we stay with our light peoples
T: You have a group that you stay with?
M: Yeah, they are our colors
T: Your colors?  So, he’s yellow and you’re purple
M: And we stay together with those people
T: Yellow and purple?
M: They are all yellow and purple, but we love the other’s too.
T: Do you know why there are different colors?
M: It’s just our souls
T: Does it have to do with? What makes a person a certain color?
M: I don’t know. I think we were all just created that way. It’s getting really hot. They are going to make me leave him again (starts crying again)
T: So who is going to make you leave?
M: Those people (sighs) I don’t like them.
T: Which people?
M: They decide things
T: Is it like a council or a group?
M: It’s a whole bunch of them
T: Are they also light beings?
M: They’re different from us
T: how are they different?
M: More power
T: Are they advanced more spiritually than you guys?
M: I don’t know, they just tell us what to do
T: Have you ever seen them before?
M: We don’t see them
T: You just know telepathically?
M: We know, EVERYBODY knows
T: Do you also know God, the Source?
M: We don’t see him.
T: Do you feel him?
M: We can feel him in ourselves
T: Is it God telling you
M: God lets them tell us
T: So, do they tell you why you have to come back down?
M: They don’t tell us
T: They don’t tell you? You don’t get a choice?
M: I don’t wanna leave Rafe again
T: Right.. of course not.
M: He says he will be waiting for me
T: So why do they tell you, you have to come back down?
M: There’s more stuff
T: What stuff?
M: I don’t know. Something they want me to see
T: uh huh
M: I’m tired of seeing things
T: umm hum, but if you can see it, maybe you can stay longer next time
M: Maybe
T: Think about what they want you to see. Why did they want you to come down?
M: We all have to be better
T: In what way
M: Our hearts, our souls, we all have to be pure
T: so, we are working to be pure?
M: yeah, we’re not pure, we hurt things. We don’t love enough
T: Not enough love?
M: We have to get it right?
T: Do you know why we are like this since we are part of God? I mean how did we lose our love so to speak we don’t love enough.
M: I don’t know. I just know we have to learn. Rafe learned fast
T: He did? Is that why he stays more often?
M: He stays
T: So, did he come down in that past lifetime just to be with you?
M: It was a reward for something
T: Something he did or you did?
M: I don’t remember
T: That’s alright. That was a very nice reward.
M: yeah..
T: Are you and Rafe still strolling around in the garden?
M: I’m having to leave
T: Okay, how do you leave?
M: They send you
T: They send you?
M: In the light
T: Do you know where you are going
M: No, maybe because I don’t want to go. I’m not supposed to be angry.

(I asked her so many questions to try to corroborate what I have learned from other sessions and the things that Dolores writes about.  She is so focused on not wanting to leave her Rafe, that she doesn’t want to give me the information.  She realizes that she has to go back and it is her choice, but she just doesn’t want to leave again)

T: So, that is something you need to work on?
M: Yeah, I don’t want to be born again. (she takes deep breaths)
T: But this is where you have to come to learn how to love
M: Yeah
T: So, they send you through a light?
M: Yeah that’s how we are born
T: And you come into the baby in the body of the mother?
M: Yeah
T: Right before they are born?
M: Yeah
T: So, are you coming down? Are you being born?
M: I’m being born again and I’m not happy
T: No.. Can you see your mother?
M: Yeah, (smiling)
T: Do you recognize your mother?
M: Yeah
T: Who is your mother?
M: She is my mom now
T: You came into this life?
M: Yeah
T: Yeah.  What are you seeing
M: Just my mom and she is laughing because I look like a monkey (laughing) She said I look like a monkey
T: Do you feel love from her?
M: I do, I don’t think she knew she was having me
T: Oh okay
M: She’s funny..(laughing) I don’t think her mom and dad are happy either
T: uh huh. Are they there at the hospital with you.
M: I just see my mom, nurses and doctor
T: How do you feel now that you see your mom and she loves you and she is funny
M: I am glad but I still miss Rafe

(I move her ahead to another important day in this lifetime)
T: Can you tell me what’s happening?
M: I don’t want to remember this time
T: Okay, that’s fine. It’s not time to remember
M: I hate that man!
T: What man
M: I’ve seen him before, many times
T: Where?
M: He is the one that killed me before
T: Oh, my goodness. In the other life that strangled you?
M: I hate him!
T: Why do you think you are back here in this life time with him again?
M: I don’t know
T: Where are you at? What are you doing?
M: My mother married him
T: he is in your life now
M: I hope he dies!
T: Well you didn’t know who he was when she married him
M: No
T: We don’t always know these things
M: He’s evil
T: What do you feel from him?
M: He’s just evil
T: Evil? Just dark energy?
M: Yeah, he follows our family
T: Follows your family? Why do you think he does that?
M: He has a grudge, I don’t know why
T: He has a grudge against your family
M: The Whole family
T: The WHOLE family? Like how big?
M: For Ever

( Now here I just realize that she is not just talking about HER family, she is talking about OUR family, and I think back at this moment on how much suffering all of our family has gone through, and it starts to make sense to me)

T: Wow, how far can you see how far back it went?
M: Forever
T: like from the point of creation
M: from creation when he came into
T: Wow, I wonder why. If we could learn that information we could probably release ourselves from him
M: He finds US, it’s not just me
T: Who else does he find in your family
M: He finds everybody, just different times
(I am double checking here because I don’t think that I want to believe we have evil following us around to make our lives difficult!)

T: So he finds different people in different lifetimes
M: And makes us suffer
T: Oh my goodness
M: We did something too though
T: What did we do?
M: We made his family suffer
T: We did? Was that a long time ago?
M: Real long time ago
T: Do you know what we did?
M: We hurt somebody
T: In a lifetime, we did?
M: In the FIRST lifetime
T: Can you see who it was there that we hurt?
M: It was a child; I don’t think we meant too. He didn’t care.
T: So how did we hurt this child. I assume it was his child?
M: yes, we killed it. It wasn’t on purpose, but he never can forgive. And he grows darker and darker
T: How did we kill that child
M: I was dragging, I remember dragging but we didn’t know that he was there
T: So, he was on something that you were dragging?
M: Yeah and he died
T: Awwh, that’s not your fault
M: He hates us though
T: Because of something he doesn’t understand. That it wasn’t your fault
M: He doesn’t believe that
T: But we can tell him right now
M: He’s angry. Stays angry
T: We can send him love. So, he can see the truth of things. Love heals all. I can send love with you too to him, right now, let’s send him love
M: Send him Love
T: Send him love. The love that can heal his soul. So, he can let go and you can let go. It wasn’t your fault. Just send him the white loving energy of God and it can heal all

(I decided after we did this little exercise of sending love to this man that is tormenting us, that we should go directly to the SC for answers.  She had been under for a little more than an hour and it was time to get answers)

<Call in the SC>
T: Why did you choose to show her the lifetime where she lived in the big city
M: She needed to know what she did before
T: why did she need that?
M: So, she wouldn’t do it again
T: Do you mean as her profession
M: Yes, her profession. It hurt many people
T: Oh okay, and she needed to know that so she wouldn’t hurt people again in this life?
M: Yes
T: What about the life – in between with Rafe? What was the purpose of showing her that life
M: So she knows where she will go in the end
T: So, she knows when she gets through this life what’s waiting for her?
M: He’ll be there waiting
T: So, with those lives, what lessons did she learn?
M: More than she knows
T: is she learning how to love more?
M: She loves
T: But she is lacking in something? (pause)
T: What does she need to work on in this life?
M: Just letting go
T: Letting go of the past
M: Letting go of all that pain
T: All the pain. let go of all the pain. Now she found and met this man that is in her life her family’s life following us around for a long long time
M: Yeah
T: can you tell Mina so we can help to move him to the right place, so he’s not angry and hurting us anymore?
M: No, I can’t, there’s debts to be paid
T: There’s debts to be paid? Are you talking about Karma?
M: Debts
T: So, our family is paying debts?
M: For things in his family
T: and we haven’t paid that up yet?
M: not yet
T: Will she clear her debt in this lifetime?
M: She stays with him
T: She stays with who?
M: Rafe
T: Is Rafe like a guardian to her?
M: Rafe is her one true love
T: Her one true love? Okay And that was before she came into a life time?
M: They were born together
T: Were they born together from God together?
M: From the Essence
T: So, they’ve been together for all this time
M: And they will be together forever
T: That’s nice to know. So, Mina still has to come here and learn how to love, and to pay karmic debt because we hurt this family
M: It wasn’t just debt
T: Can you tell us what it was
M: It was a war
T: There was a war between who
M: The families, it started in the beginning and it’s still going
T: Where was the war when it was first happening? Was it on planet earth?
M: Not here
T: A different planet?
M: A different place
T: Like a different Universe?
M: A different time
T: So, like maybe a different dimension? I’m trying to find words that we would use
M: Another dimension would work.  There were two sides. They were on one, we were on the other.
T: uh huh, and that war is still going on?
M: Still goes on

(I’m beginning to realize that this war isn’t just a family feud. It’s something that affects all of us. So I want to confirm)

T: Is that the war I’ve read about between the dark and the light?
M: it’s been called many things
T: But it’s the same thing
M: They are all the same
T: What can we do to better help fight this war?
M: They have to come to an alliance
T: What’s the best way for us as human beings to help achieve that
M: Pure Love
T: So we need to learn and send pure love?
M: L O V E Unconditionally
T: does that mean to love our enemies?
M: Love EVERYONE, Everything
T: Well that sounds like a wonderful thing to do
M: Love can end this
T: So, if we all get together and Love
M: We can ALL be home
T: Where is home for us
M: It’s not one place
T: it’s everywhere?
M: Its everywhere, he’s spread out of everywhere, we all wanna go home

T: Mina has some questions she’d like me to ask you. If you could answer some of those for her
M: I guess
(This answer got me tickled and I giggled a bit. She smiled. You can truly see that our SC has its own personality!)

T: She sees Raphael a lot. Can you tell her who he is?
M: It’s her one true love
T: So, Raphael is Rafe?
M: That’s her love
T: So, she asked where he came from, but we found that out already. So, can you tell us what he is doing right now?
M: Waiting for her. He always waits
T: He’s on the other side waiting for her
M: Yeah he creates while he waits
T: What is he creating
M: Worlds
T: So, he’s advanced faster than Michelle yeah?
M: Yeah terraform stuff
T: Terraform stuff, what is a terraform
M: He terraforms, he makes worlds
T: that’s nice, he’s a Creator Being!
M; yeah

(I have read about the Creator beings in Dolores Cannon’s work and was excited to hear that her Rafe was doing that!  Here is the definition of terraform:
Terraforming (literally, "Earth-shaping") of a planet, moon, or other body is the hypothetical process of deliberately modifying its atmosphere, temperature, surface topography or ecology to be similar to the environment of Earth to make it habitable by Earth-like life.

T: Is that what Mina, or we are all learning to do that
M: Just the ones that are yellow or golden
T: Oh, so that’s what the colors are for? So, our colors change
M: By what we do
T: So what is the highest color
M: (smirking) uh White
(she said this like of course its white!  Lol I felt bad I didn’t realize that)
T: I’m sorry, so Gold is pretty good?
M: Gold is good
T: So, is Mina still purple right now?
M: She’s changing. She’ll meld with him
T: So, they will meld together and become one?
M: Forever
T: That sounds nice
M: Its beautiful
T: I think that she will love to know that too thank you
T: So, the colors that we have when we are in spirit, does that translate to what we call an aura around us?
M: People call it auras
T: So, it’s pretty much the same thing, the color of our spirit
M: It can change
T: Is it our emotions that change it?
M: Its more your life experience that changes it
T: Oh okay, it’s kind of what’s vibrating within you, outwardly
M: Yeah they stay together, certain people. They work better together
T: When Mina came back into this life, she told me she didn’t want to come back and we know she doesn’t want to leave Rafe. And I always thought we had a choice and, we decided where we were going to go, what we were going to do, what we were going to work on with a council of sorts
M: I can’t tell you that
T: Oh okay, well I read it in some of Dolores Cannon’s work. She has been doing this for a very long time. Do you know who she is?
M: No
T: Okay. Mina wanted to know if she truly gave up her singing voice to write
M: She gave nothing up, she just has to use it
T: What's the best way for to use her voice?
M: Just to keep doing it. She sang with Rafe.
T: And she loves singing so much it probably reminds her of being with Rafe
M; Yeah, he does it too. It annoys me (smiling)
T: It annoys you? (giggling)
M: Yes (laughing) You should see it.
T: So, she needs to sing again? It would make her happy?
M: Yeah
T: Sounds like it would give her a connection to Rafe
M: Yeah, they are always connected
T: Well consciously she is not really aware of that so much she feels like she hasn’t been near him for nearly two months
M: She has
T: Is she blocking that herself?
M: She needs to heal, her body and mind.
T: So, the journeys that Rafe and her shared, those are real?
M: They are always real
T: Sometimes hard for us when we are down here to realize that it is real. So, will Rafe and she be together in another life?
M: This is the end
T: She is going to be so happy
M: And he’ll stop complaining too (laughing)
T: So, he complains when she leaves?
M: He’s not happy
T: Neither one of them are happy.  Does she have more guardian angels around her besides Rafe?
M: There are helpers everywhere
T: Are they specific to her?
M: No, just to everyone
T: Is there any specific ones that hang out to help her most?
M: She’s just has lots of people in her family that watch
T: Do they also assist her in decisions that she makes
M: They try to but she is stubborn.  Stubborn
T: So, they tell her, and she feels it inside?
M: And then she goes the other way
T: So, she doesn’t listen. It sounds like Mina needs to start listening to what she’s feeling
M: yeah
T: Does Mina have psychic abilities?
M: Everybody has psychic abilities
T: Well some of us access that easier than others
M: She could if she really wanted to
T: Do you feel like she really doesn’t want to?
M: I think she needs not to
T: Okay. She need not worry about that right now
M: No, she has other things to do
T: So she needs to heal herself first
M: yes
T: Let go of the pain of the past
M: yeah
T: What’s the best way to do that? Can you tell her to help her achieve that
M: Just Love the people around you. They are all here for something.
T: Yeah.  She wants to know if you can help write through her. Help her reach her goals of becoming a bestselling author
M: We’ve been writing for her forever! (sighing and smiling)
T: So, what should she write so she can reach her goal of that. What’s the best subject to write about
M: Just sit down and write, it will flow
T: You won’t tell her what category or subject
M: No, we’ve been talking to her forever
T: And she don’t listen
M: She writes us
T: She does?
M: She does
T: I read you in her books. Should she continue this type of writing or is it better if she goes somewhere else
M: Do what she knows, it’s almost over
T: Will she be able to become a bestselling author? Can you see into the future?
M: Now what would the fun be in that? (laughing)
T: (laughing) she might not try so hard. That’s true.  Okay so what is Mina’s purpose in this life?
M: She just had things to tie up. She’s finished
T: Is there any advice to give her on how to do that
M: Just keep Loving everyone
T: Everyone, even people you don’t want to love
M: Even the ones you want to throw out a window, you have to love
T: Just send them love
M: Just love them
T: It’s hard for us to do that.
M: yes
T: We have all these emotions and when people hurt us we tend to hate
M: yes
T: It’s hard to get over that
M: We have to learn
T: What’s the best way of achieving that. Do you know? Like a process we could work on?
M: We just tell ourselves that it is all for the better good. So, we can all move forward and go home
T: Okay well thank you for that
M: You’re welcome
T: Everybody will be knowing that! We’ll tell everybody we can tell!
M: Just Love

From here we go into some of Mina’s health problems.  The SC would not heal anything because she said Mina is done. This is her last body and it won’t be long now.  The SC just kept telling her that she needed to Love, Love everything.  She was fine. When asked about her weight problem, the SC said that it was not unhealthy for her.   I asked the SC for any last messages and she said,

M: To… Love … EVERYONE

Thank you for reading and I hope you enjoyed the session. Love truly is the answer to everything.

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